nOt wOrKiNg hArD...

i am so upset with myself. wanted to wake up at one in de morning to study my geography. Jinying called my hp at 2. i rejected her call and opened my bleary eyes a little. it was dark and kinda cold. snuggled back into my warm blankie and continued to sleep. resulted in lousy geog results and scolding frm ms vani. argh.


i wonder how some people can study all through the night. i can NEVER do that. i mean, aint sleep more impt than anything else? and wont u fall asleep at de study table while studying halfway? it is so not healthy to burn midnight oil. de latest i can go is one. or maybe 12 plus reaching one. heard of pple still studying at 2 or 3. crazy idiots.


but i wish i was them at times too. they sacrificed their beauty sleep and got in exchange--- beautiful results. *sigh* i have dreamed oh too many times about the day when i am going to get my o level results. Seeing your own name on de boring powerpoint slides mr loh shows us. even if i am de last on dat list, i would still be jumping around for joy. haha...at least confirm got a place in de poly.


OH WELL. enough of that. that will never happen. but i am still keeping my fingers crossed. *crosses fingers*


miss the days in primary school. miss my friends in primary school. miss de jokes and laughters in primary school. miss SOME teachers in primary school. miss my crush in primary school. miss de food in primary school. miss the music lessons in primary school. miss de DM in primary school. (Hell lot better then de one in sec sch!) miss de prefect outings and meetings in primary school. miss de pulling of string to raise and lower de school flag in primary school. miss choir practices in primary school. to sum it all up...

I MISS MY LIFE IN PRIMARY SCHOOL!